KaHyEnG

27th Nov 2011

2011-11-27T01:47:00.001-08:00

Seriously I have no idea what to share lately, just some random pictures. xD
I am so random, I knew it!

MISS LIN AI JIA

2011-11-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

Miss Lin,

Happy Birthday my babe.

Really hope you have a happy day today.

Your present i will give u later larhh..

Don't worry.

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday to Ai Jia

Happy Birthday to You

Love u very very very much.

♥♥♥

3rd Nov 2011

2011-11-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

Should I cut my fringe like this again??

Sometimes memories make us laugh,

smile, cry or hurt.

There are things I don't want to forget,

but there are things I wish I could.

2011-11-01T08:40:00.000-07:00

其实她心里一直都很难受。

哭也哭不出来。

如果有一天，

她有了勇气，

多好。。

24th Oct 2011

2011-10-24T03:56:00.000-07:00

Finally the concert is over.
But I still regret cause I can't really do my best on the second day.
>.<
I just feel so bad about it.
My ankle hurts real bad on that day.
And I cried few times about it.
Just right after the teacher called me and asked me about my ankle.
*Sigh*

Let see what happened to my ankle.
Tadaaaa...

Thanks a lot to Aijia, Minyi, Shey, Hengwei, Waiyap, Huai, DJ, Aimei, BaoBao and Suki came to support me on Saturday.

I really very appreciate and happy about it,

thanks, with a lots of love.

Arghh,

just wish that day can rewind back again,

and I will be more careful.

I really wanted to do well,

maybe just the next time.

6th October 2011

2011-10-05T19:47:00.000-07:00

Finally is the day.

After today I am totally out of stress.

I mean just for ballet.

I did my hair soooooo tidy.

I got super high forehead,

see it even shine.

=.=

Good Luck Ho Kah Yeng.

2 years already,

and it's the time.

5th October 2011

2011-10-05T00:16:00.000-07:00

Nice song.
and Nice MV.

30th September 2011

2011-09-30T10:18:00.000-07:00

Just get to chat with Shey on Facebook.

Seriously I glad that I chat with her.

She made me feel kinda happy.

We both talked about lots of thing,

and found out one shocking story,

which happen in our secondary school life.

One stupid thing that we will never ever do.

But just get over it,

since it passed so long ago.

After Shey,

then Hengwei and Waiyap came to look for in Skype.

I showed them all of my Hello Kitty collection when I was young.

Silly me,

I get so crazy.

They just made me crazy.

I have the awesome BFFs in the world.

Aw.. I miss my contract lover, crazy buddy and always blurcase ladies too.

I'm glad they in my life, and I'll be in their life forever too.

I definitely will have some really good and nice dream tonight.

I really wanted to have some trips.

Please go plan.

Or maybe we should just go for a one day trip in KL??

太准了、关于每个白羊座的小孩/ 不是白羊的人、你也能好好的看完=)

2011-09-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

白羊座：3月21日 - 4月20日

白羊座：一个充满浪漫，梦想的星座、温柔的星座。

白羊座：一个坚强且自卑，顽固且软弱，骄傲且自怜的星座。

白羊座：一个一直扮演好孩子的角色，却一直拥有坏孩子的心态。有时乖巧，有时疯狂，有时坚强，有时脆弱的星座。

白羊座很孤单，白羊座喜欢孤单，白羊座又害怕孤单白羊座没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感白羊座爱得起，但是放不下，更怕伤害。

白羊座喜欢折磨人，一会儿对你好，一会儿对你坏白羊座喜欢追问你的过去，但又害怕知道你的往事。

白羊座喜欢自欺欺人，一直说以后一切都会好。

白羊分手后完全不会像处女座、巨蟹座在人面前要死要活,嬉笑怒闹，变得更加“开朗” 。每每有人问起，白羊只是努力以那种很假微笑来面对，这样的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅 , 而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见白羊背后的眼泪和努力。

白羊座天真，执着，很容易满足的星座,但从不放弃对生活质量的追求。

白羊座爱哭，却很少在他人面前流泪的星座。除非他已经痛苦到了极致。白羊座的心里都有自己的地带，都有保留的权利。白羊座讨厌被别人欺骗，更讨厌别人不贞与背叛。白羊座的一生是充满想象和富有强烈精神追求色彩的一生。内心中经常映现出五彩缤纷的幻想。但从不脱离实际生活，在生活中热情，积极向上。

白羊座忠于爱情、并愿意为爱情而献身。她们的爱情生活充满神秘色彩，或者全然听天由命，或者追求柏拉图式的意境，对于感情有持久的心，不轻言放弃。白羊座很痴情，一份期待真爱的心，一份相信永远的心。

白羊座很善良，体贴，那么坚强，有时候很爱幻想，没有金钱观念，和他在一起的日子，不会孤单，总能为别人分担心事，毫无保留梦想，事业，爱情，都甘愿相信你。

喜欢花钱却没有挣钱的感觉....

羊儿总希望身边有人陪！即使在喧闹的大街也会感到孤独，但还是一个人做自己喜欢做的事，闭着眼睛靠在椅子上轻听音乐，想很多很多的事……

白羊座的孩子是很容易受到伤害的。

凌乱的思绪、眼底的迷茫、心里的迷惑

好乱、好乱……

笑的越灿烂的白羊越是她们最脆弱的时候，其实他们并不是想伪装什么，只是不想让身边的朋友亲人担心，不想暴露出自己的脆弱，不想看到别人同情的眼神。他们需要的不是同情，而是一个温暖的怀抱，一个能担当的臂膀，一个当他们遇到困难时鼓励的话语，这样就够了！

当他们失去了爱情他们就会努力奋斗自己的事业，来证明自己或者是为了遗忘爱情。

其实白羊座并没有表面上那么坚强，其实白羊座并不喜欢一个人奋斗，其实白羊座只想找个自己喜爱也真正疼爱自己的人，一起奋斗，一起面对挫折，一起享受成功，然后一直就这样相爱下去...

当白羊座爱上某人的时候很可能就是灾难的降临会不停的想着这个人就像一个有孩子的母亲一样时时刻刻挂念着这个人不给自己半刻喘息的机会自己的心情情绪都会以对方为准会把对方宠上天的要什么给什么想怎么做就怎么做

对方要是不爱自己可怜的白羊座不知道什么叫做放弃会一直坚持包容着对方的种种不是也毫无怨言

白羊的心理：

自信起来全世界好象都属于自己自卑起来仿佛自己是世界的弃儿

乐观起来一切都是美好的悲观起来一切都是灰暗的

话多起来停都停不下来沉默起来谁都不想理

热情起来仿佛遇到救命恩人冷漠起来眼皮都懒得抬

冲动起来仿佛没带大脑理智起来象只冷血动物

爱得狂热起来连呼吸都忘了冷淡起来对方的存在都可以忽略不计幼稚起来可以去读幼儿园深沉起来可以媲美哲学家

疯狂起来可以把天捣塌下来安静起来可以消失在空气中

粗心起来鞋子都可以穿反细心起来可以把别人感动到流鼻涕眼泪

坚强起来走在刀尖上都不会哭软弱起来连个决定都要问别人

无私起来心都想掏出来给人家自私起来可以和小P孩抢棒棒糖

白羊会为不合理的事而抗争经常以温驯的外表来掩饰内心的愤怒

白羊的爱就像冬天里的一把火小心不要让火给熄了；

生气时，白羊座是想拿钱砸人，不过还是捡起来拿去花掉比较能发泄；

单恋时，白羊座说；不懂得欣赏我，再试试，若再没反应...哼！不识货；

失恋时，白羊座说：有啥了不起，天涯何处无芳草，真是有眼不识金香玉；

白羊座，一个率真而单纯的星座

白羊座很单纯单纯到会相信任何人的任何一句话没有什么怀疑精神

白羊座真实表里如一从不做作讨厌虚伪厌恶在面具下讨生活只能做自己装不出另一幅模样来所以白羊从来都是光明正大敢爱敢恨也敢言什么话都摆在明面上来说绝对不会背后给人捅刀子当人一面背后一面至于阿谀奉承拍马屁见风使舵就更不会了

当白羊座度过懵懂的单身少年时期，心结就会变得很重。不轻易相信别人，对周遭事物有一种淡淡的疏离

白羊座想事情并不简单，他们只是在你面前表现的想的很简单。可是，私底下，复杂的情况他们都不知想过多少次了，他们只是不确定，怕丢了脸，所以就把事情简化了。这也跟白羊座的自信有关，最自信也是最自卑的，他们不是那种习惯用心灵传达默契的人，他们需要肯定，直面的肯定。一个白羊座，即使知道你喜欢他，只要你不说出来，纵使你对他再好，他也没什么特殊的表现，他自信你会喜欢他，却也害怕是自己会错意。

白羊座的单纯并不等于简单。其实白羊座并不是什么简单，没大脑的人。如果你和他很熟的话。你就会发现他其实很难理解。看不透，看不懂，而且有很多羊自己都不知道自己是什么性格。

身上好像有两个开关一样，在不同的朋友面前。就会自动调节到：热情开朗。看上去很活跃，无忧无虑，但是只有在和最好的朋友在一起的时候，才会袒露自己不开心的事情和脆弱的一面。

很多白羊座其实性格里面大部分反而是敏感脆弱和纤细的，只是他不表现出来而已。所以如果白羊座愿意在你面前表露了不轻易展示的脆弱和悲伤，应该就是把你当成很好的朋友了。

白羊座的简单但不等于单纯，他们只是喜欢把简单的一面表现出来而已。真正的悲伤，痛苦。除非你是他生命中最重要的那个人，否则你永远都看不到，或许在某个阴暗的角落。在你看不清他的表情的时候，他的脸上会闪过一丝落寞与忧伤

不是白羊座变得太快，恢复得太快的原因，而是白羊座不想去想，他觉得想了会影响自己，会更烦恼。然而，当他坐下来一个人想事情的时候，便与刚才活泼的模样开成极大的反差，这也就让别人以为他情绪起伏的很快，其实不然，他只是没把自己郁闷的那一面表现出来而已，他的心思其实从来都没从那件让他不爽的事上移开过

白羊座都有一张隐藏着秘密的忧郁的脸庞.

白羊座缺乏安全感,年幼时的孤独常常让他们有无根据的恐慌, 习惯回忆,喜欢历史,收藏,博物馆和政治.

白羊座喜欢伤感的影片,能清楚记住每一个情节.

白羊座天生悲观.,脾气古怪,喜怒无常，会突然爬进保护性的壳里.

白羊座的人性格也很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话,高兴的时候,会拼命的说话,不高兴的时候,一句话也不说.

白羊座的人很少会把自己的想法表现出来。比如;你做了什么她不高兴的事,他不会说；他可能就突然不理你,来表达自己的想法，告诉你她不高兴了,往往这个时候就遭到别人的误解,为什么无缘无故就不理我了,其实非也.

白羊座人不会无缘无故就不理一个人,一定是有原因的。这时,你就应该好好反省一下,是不是自己有做错的地方.白羊座的人脸皮很薄的,你哄哄他说说好话他就会原谅你了。千万不要在别人面前埋怨她,就算埋怨了也不要让她知道，不然你们的关系会彻底恶化。

虽然,白羊座的人不爱记仇,但谁对他好谁对她他不好,他还是记得很清楚的。在你说完他的坏话之后也许过段时间她会理你。但那时候和以前可就不一样了,她会表面上和你处得很融洽.俗话说就是面子上的朋友

白羊座的人,很少在意你做了什么,而是介意你是什么态度.

白羊座对自己渴望的东西总是先退到一边,似乎毫不关心然后突然扑上去.

白羊座没有很强的适应能力,却有天生的领悟能力.

白羊座以自我为中心,懂得自我保护,最关心的人是自己.他们怕孤独,却又注定了孤独.

白羊座常常生病，体质不好---注意力多过集中在自己身上所致。

白羊座有很多秘密.

白羊座把真实的自己藏于半夜的寂静和午夜笑声的明朗中.

白羊座很念旧,喜欢旧东西.

白羊座最注重的就是安全感.希望被保护,却常常是一个人.

白羊座希望有属于自己的空间,喜欢独处.

白羊座很难找到一个很爱的人.

大部分白羊很悲观,

白羊座对自己不好,有自虐倾向,但是白羊座却对自己在乎的人很好,

但是这种人通常很少,是对白羊座来说最重要,最爱的人.大部分是他们的父母.

很多白羊喜欢海,喜欢雨天,喜欢顾影自怜.喜欢自己添伤口.

白羊座的性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤.

白羊座心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到.

白羊座不喜欢受别人限制.

白羊座也有快乐,但是他们的快乐都是微小的事。

白羊座是天生的完美主义者，什么事情都要竭尽自己全力，把事情做好。特例独行、事必躬亲、个人主义很严重。

白羊是个很爱撒娇的孩子、白羊总是很依赖别人

白羊嘴上说不在乎、心里却早已悲凉、心里的那把火早已熄灭

白羊选择了沉默、它不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西

白羊总是很爱回忆、回忆以前的点点滴滴、以前的大事小只是默默的想着。

白羊座的人天生敏锐，与生具备的第六感，对人的内心有超乎寻常的洞察力，但白羊座的人会把这些东西放在心里

白羊座的人可以把你的眼神、内心看得很清楚，但却不会告诉你，她习惯沉默，用旁观的态度判定虚伪

白羊座的人不懂甜言蜜语，不屑拍马屁

白羊座的人本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人

白羊座的人不会真的发火

白羊座的人只对真正懂他的人，展示他的创造性，他的情绪，他变得冷淡就证明他开始对你重新审视，当他越是沉默，就代表她越是生气

白羊座的人可能看起来很凶，其实内心是最柔软的

白羊座的人看起来很冷淡，但那只是保护自己的方法。

白羊座的人用大钳子保护自己，但也会用来对付敌人

白羊座的人很少会敌视别人，但天性排斥人品差的人

白羊座的人很重视友情，但被伤害后绝对不再友善

白羊座的人很执着、很固执，但为了爱情却会无条件妥协

白羊座的人很容易被感动，但感动中又保有理智

白羊座的人可能看起来很坚强，其实是最脆弱的

白羊座的人可能看起来有点坏，其实很有同情心

白羊座的人可能很爱哭，但她的哭并不代表认输

白羊座的人可能看起来很笨，其实大智若愚

白羊座的人可能做事很毛躁，但内心很细心

白羊座的人天生敏感和细腻，却会用心鉴定

28th Sept 2011

2011-09-28T09:10:00.000-07:00

Seriously I have no idea what to tell,
hmm..
Soon I'll have my ballet advance one exam next Thursday.
Wish my best luck. =P
I pray hard I can get pass,
I don't wanna waste another year doing the same exercise and my mum's money.
Concert is coming too,

I looking forward for it,

although I still haven't get to remember all the steps yet,

just left less than a month to remember the steps.

Yesterday went Snowflakes with Wei and Suki.
Kinda long never see Suki cause she always ffk us. *joke but true* =P
So sad shey cannot join us. T.T

Best Seller

Wei

Suki

My fringe is super duper long now.

Have some really nice chat with them.
Wei kept saying that Suki and me should go write a book about our experience.
*LOL*

p/s: when am I going to meet two Ms Lee and Ms Lin??

11th Sept 2011

2011-09-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

I got one new korean drama to introduce.

Princess's Man

I cried a lot when watching this.

But seriously this is not bad.

*thumbs up*

2nd September 2011

2011-09-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

Well, too long

On Wednesday,

I went to Kuantan for one day trip.

The trip was okay, and a bit rush.

I didn't really get to sleep well in the bus cause my seat is above the wheel.

=.=

This is mummy, her friends, brother and me.

One ss picture of me.

Today went yamcha with Jia, Min and Shey.

Sorry Shey for kept you waited so long for us.

BiYaNeh.

Minyi Me and Jia.

No picture of Shey,

cause she wasn't here with us that time.

Jia tie the hair for me de.

Not bad.

Wow, I looked so pretty.

Thank you for agree.

Haha, joking.

22nd August 2011

2011-08-22T08:16:00.000-07:00

Do you want something to laugh??

Watch this =D

I laughed till almost cry.

19th August 2011

2011-08-18T19:23:00.001-07:00

终于结束了。

2011-08-16T05:26:00.000-07:00

我只能告诉你，

我变了。

你所要的从前，

已经回不来了。

14th August 2011

2011-08-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

我的心情如何？

只能用一首歌来形容，

2ne1的lonely。

2011-08-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

也许知道还可以在一起的时间不多，

所以才要更懂得珍惜。

我们应该懂得原谅他人。

我已经原谅了你们。

反正你们也不会再怎样影响我的生活了。

9th August 2011

2011-08-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday,

I joined a very meaningful event in Help College.

Thanks Wei for asking me to join.

Seriously I really felt a lot throughout this event.

Very hungry?

Nerh, actually not really till we really held the food on our hand

at the last 10 minutes of 30 hours.

And sorry for the trouble

=P especially for the group leader,

I heard that he get scolded by the committees cause we keep making fun at the corner.

Well sorry for that.

For everyone,

please don't waste food ya.

and let's sponsor a child together.

16th July 2011

2011-07-16T08:46:00.000-07:00

有时候，

我只求平静的过，

有时候，

我真的很想你们能再次和好。

不是只有你们累，

我们也很累。

我很怀念以前的我们。

4th July 2011

2011-07-04T07:17:00.000-07:00

Today really had nice time with Hengwei and her Boy.

Let's eat again next time.

Time to go back to assignment

T.T

and I need to cut my hair.

Hermm..

Click my ads too. =D

3rd July 2011

2011-07-02T19:17:00.000-07:00

白羊的心理：

自信起来全世界好象都属于自己自卑起来仿佛自己是世界的弃儿

乐观起来一切都是美好的悲观起来一切都是灰暗的

话多起来停都停不下来沉默起来谁都不想理

热情起来仿佛遇到救命恩人冷漠起来眼皮都懒得抬

冲动起来仿佛没带大脑理智起来象只冷血动物

爱得狂热起来连呼吸都忘了冷淡起来对方的存在都可以忽略不计幼稚起来可以去读幼儿园深沉起来可以媲美哲学家

疯狂起来可以把天捣塌下来安静起来可以消失在空气中

粗心起来鞋子都可以穿反细心起来可以把别人感动到流鼻涕眼泪

坚强起来走在刀尖上都不会哭软弱起来连个决定都要问别人

无私起来心都想掏出来给人家自私起来可以和小P孩抢棒棒糖

这是我在网上看到的，

真的好对。

只能说其实我一点也不简单。

很多事情我记在心里，

假装不在意，

但我很在意。

28th June 2011

2011-06-28T07:35:00.000-07:00

Errrrr...

Erm......

Hi??

21st June 2011

2011-06-21T04:03:00.000-07:00

有时候，

我真的很想自私点，

那样我可以开心点。

真的不知道我们的问题在哪里。

你开心吗？

20th June 2011

2011-06-19T23:02:00.000-07:00

有时候我真的觉得你很烦。

我很想要自己的空间。

T.T

2011-06-15T06:44:00.000-07:00

I'm Dying soon.

My assignment haven't finish,

and final is here.

T.T

Please

Help Me

GTG!

press my Adds too when you saw it.

=D thanks

14th June 2011

2011-06-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

Omg,

Pleaseee...

Stop sai meng.

BTW,

I start to love Maya,

it is so much fun if u get it.

Not really so fun yet.

Finally that we are friends now.

p/s: earthquake just now.

12.6.11

2011-06-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

I need some serious update.

enjoy my return.

p/s: Shey, Min and Jia, my room messy again. =P

clean again arh? xD

11th June 2011

2011-06-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

Aaron Johnson,

21.

This guy is so handsome,

after watch Augus, Thong and Perfect Snogging,

I seriously LOVE him so much.

Well,

only in that movie,

after that,

he get married at the age of 19,

it may seem normal,

but it's not!!!!!

His wife was 43 that time!!!

My heart breaks,

OH NOOOOOOOO....

WHYYYYYY??!?!?!

Augus, Thong and Perfect Snogging,

WATCH!!

it's nice.

12th Apr 2011

2011-04-12T04:09:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time after my last post.

I'm not really into blogging so much.

But I try to talk more about what am I doing lately.

Guess what,

I joined a talent competition.

I thought I had a lots of confidence,

just right before the moment I step onto the stage and face the crowd.

The fear started to come.

It's okay.

Things passed.

I'm still going on well with my life.

I know there's always people right there for me.

I LOVE them and they LOVE me too. =D

College started this month.

I hate morning class,

but I like it when the class finish.

I HATE Thursday the most

because it's a 12 hours class.

It's not wrong, 12 hours.

College started from 9 to 6,

and I have to continue my ballet class right after my college,

6pm to 9pm.

Well,

things are going pretty well.

Oh yeah, I hate MAYA and AE,

because they bullied me in class.

T.T

That's all for today =D

If you see any ads and you fill free,

click for me. =D

XOXO,

Yeng

2011-03-02T06:00:00.000-08:00

有时候人生中会不时有个大炸弹丢向自己。

也许会受伤，也许躲开了。

受伤了，需要尽快地爬起来。

无论多大的伤害，

我都陪伴你。

2011-02-21T07:38:00.000-08:00

This keeps happen over and over again,

seriously I really don't know what's the problem.

I care, but I don't know how to show that I care.

Guess u might say, if you really care, you don't have to show.

I seriously hope this end.

I just hate it.

I don't understand why is it so hard between us.

Please don't compare your feeling to mine,

I never say anything doesn't mean I don't feel.

We both tired,

but we don't want to let go.

3rd February 2011

2011-02-02T09:12:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!

It's time for ang pau,

I need lots of money this year,

please give me more and more.

I don't really know actually what I really want this year.

Stay happy and healthy everyone.

Invite me to your house.

On Monday,

went OU with Shey, AiJia and Minyi.

It is really a great day.

And seriously I had a lot of fun.

I cannot even stop laughing.

They are so funny,

or maybe I am the one who funny?

Whenever I be with them,

I felt like I had not change anything.

Life still go on well,

and I am still young.

I don't mind acting crazy,

act ugly.

I love them.

and Suki and Hengwei too.

2011-01-25T08:52:00.000-08:00

I always had nothing to talk about my life,

I didn't have my camera with me all the time.

Not so syok sendiri nowadays.

Hard to find anything to talk about my life.

Seriously boring.

=.=

Erm,

sorry for those who always come check out my page.

Really nothing to update u guys.

5th December 2010

2010-12-05T09:00:00.000-08:00

The best word to describe my life now

BORING-G-G-GGGGGG

I had nothing much to do.

Except for fetching my sister back from exam,

then ballet..

Felt a bit being left out.

I actually don't know what going on in my surrounding.

All I'm in just my very own world.

But slowly fit into the feeling of being alone.

I was used to express my feeling to people last time,

but now not really.

Been watching American Next Top Model,

see lots of drama happening between those girl.

Wonder is it really what happen in the real life?

How could some of them be soooooo annoying?

It's lucky that I'm still studying now.

Cause I definitely not ready to face the reality.

Working?

Nerh!!!

I just don't know how am I going to survive.

What can I really do?

I just wish that I can continue study and study

and never grow up.

18th November 2010

2010-11-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

I miss you

13th November 2010

2010-11-13T06:58:00.000-08:00

Today went to Zoo Negara with him.

In the morning I drive him to Help College to get his passport.

So dumb cause I keep go into the wrong way,

thanks to the stupid misguide from the GPS,

said turn left,

but showing to turn right.

Drive so many yun wong lou.

T.T

Wasted so much petrol.

Actually heard from people said that animal in Malaysia all very skinny.

but what I see is the animals are quite healthy and fat.

Finally meet with my beloved lion.

I love animal,

but I just don't like take care of them. xD

Clicked my Nuffnang please.

Thanks ya!!

p/s: drink more water, good for you. =D

10th November

2010-11-09T23:22:00.001-08:00

My Assignment

*For Shey Minyi and Aijia

My fringe is super long.

And it's time to cut.

Finally finish my last test.

I lost RM50 today.

Just cause i didn't bring my student tag.

Soooo sad.

*SamTong-ing*

ARH!!!!

My plan for this holiday:

Sunway Lagoon and Zoo.

These two are the places I must go!

Let's go let's go!!!!

1st November 2010

2010-11-01T07:09:00.000-07:00

Oh my god,

people please click my Nuffnang ads if you see one.

Thanks..

Just finish with my Marketing test,

I seriously did suck this time,

I think i might have to resit this paper.

Ish!!!!

Pray to god,

please help me to pass this subject.

I seriously don't want resit this paper again.

T.T

Left one more subject to go.

Good luck to me.

30th October 2010

2010-10-30T10:11:00.000-07:00

Pictures from Minyi's phone

Really love this day.

Happy One Year Anniversary

Mr Heng.

I boring.

Marketing Management notes is soooooo boring!!!

But nevermind,

atfer this two exam,

I'll be totally free and even more boring.

爱疯了

不敢问却一直想问
你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜却一直想猜
如回去有没有可能
我不够完整
你给的从来不够完整
你一个语气都无法确认
这种缺乏是什么象征

不开灯我不要开灯
我身边容不下别的人
不锁门我不要锁门
你回来是一种信任
我那么的认真
去思考你对我的认真
或许是多么伤害人
而结论始终是疑问
我爱疯了

我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任
放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了
我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选择了你也许是错的人
选择包容了你的不安分
我尊重我的选择

我想我

疯了

Best song to describe my feeling

29th October 2010

2010-10-29T06:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night,

I dreamed of Hengwei.

I forgot what was about the dream,

but that is something good.

Something like she trying to make me happy.

I knew she always wanted to.

I read from one article before,

if you dream of someone when sleep,

means she/he miss you too much.

I bet she really miss me too much.

Today meet with Shey, Min, Suki and Aijia.

Definitely brighten up my day.

It's really good feeling to know that there are always people there for you and support you.

No matter what happen in the future,

we will always be best friend.

Love ya sisters!

Sure yam cha the next time again.

And thanks for the hug at the end.

Really touched my heart.

Actually I still mind,

but I am trying.

27th October 2010

2010-10-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

My favorite song of this week.

Kara - Lupin

Guess what,

I finally finished learn the whole dance.

Although my sis keep laughing at how I dance,

but I don't mind.

As long as what I like,

and what I want.

Lately I feel I kinda unlucky and lucky too.

I bang my car,

but my dad didn't scold me.

After repair,

don't know how come the lamp glass stolen.

He asked me today,

I didn't really n

otice about it.

and can see how blur am I.

He didn't scold me also.

Maybe he is disappointed deep inside?

Today I send half day in the college to do my final assignment

with Aubrey and MeeTeng.

This is what I draw,

half way.

25th October 2010

2010-10-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

I really in love with the song Lupin by Kara.

I love the dancing steps

& I trying to learn it too.

Well,

just hard to admit that the way I dance really sucks.

I really don't know why my body couldn't corporate

and every movement just look weird on me.

Still trying to remember all the steps.

Come on,

everyone let's learn together and we dance together.

Should be super cool.

I hate assignments.

I hate exam.

But I love holidays.

I am still a good driver

although i had a little accident on Sunday.

Don't worry.

12th Oct 2010

2010-10-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

Recently I've been thinking about many things.

Should I do this?

Is this what I want to do?

Am I wrong?

Should I be more relax or more serious?

What am I doing?

Will I regret?

I don't know what am I thinking actually.

It seems like something is bothering me,

but I don't know what is it.

But so sweet when I saw Hengwei tagged me in a note which about friends.

Thanks for missing me so much,

and I miss you a lots too.

♥

and so long I never hear people said they miss me.

oh yeah,

and once when skyping with Suki,

she said she miss me a lots too,

so do I..

Picture of Today.

From Jane's blog =)

Finally get rid of Art & Design homework.

It's time for Photography, Marketing & Drawing Skills.

Arghh..

p/s: Good Luck for tomorrow Moral test.

Skype with Mr Law Li Shen.

Thanks for listen to me sing so so so so so not nice.

10th October 2010

2010-10-10T08:29:00.000-07:00

Hello..

Guess it's super long that I didn't update my blog.

Happy 101010 day.

Today I went Batu Caves with mummy.

Just went there to climb up the stairs.

After came down,

I just stay at there wait for mummy.

She said she wanted to train for her stamina.

I counted for her,

she at least climb up and down for 5 times.

=) congrats mum,

try to finish your goal (10 rounds) the next week.

I date for hengwei two times during these few weeks,

she very busy with her assignment.

So cham,

wish her good luck & me too.

Haha,

I still haven't done my assignment yet.

and the due date is tomorrow.

Good luck Kah Yeng.

p/s: see what's the pattern on my hand, I did that at Batu Caves too.

26th September 2010

2010-09-26T09:01:00.000-07:00

I found some really funny pictures from my old pc.

These are the pictures I can't stop laughing at it.

The two little kids.

Trying to fight with each other.

They both looked so kiddy that time,

and now are totally different.

I still laughing.

These pictures lighten up my day.

20th September 2010

2010-09-19T21:30:00.001-07:00

I dream about him!!!

19th September 2010

2010-09-18T09:05:00.000-07:00

These are few pictures I like when i having a trip in Port Dickson.

Sorry only upload it now.

Some might just seen it through Facebook,

just want to share that Port Dickson actually isn't that bad.

Still got nice places to play,

and enjoy.

I'm still sick,

need some care and love.

Please give me some.

There are quite some time i didn't meet my byyy.

miss him so much.

17th September 2010

2010-09-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

I am sick

13th September 2010

2010-09-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

Just back from Sabah today.

Spent 4 days 3 nights there.

Went for my cousin's wedding.

We didn't really get to travel much there,

because relatives all are just too busy with the wedding stuff.

Might be going to Sabah again during Sem2 break.

When this week end,

there goes the tired week full of assignments and meetings.

will upload pictures

ASAP.

Sleep now

Everyone stay happy!!!

Goodnight

Different people got different story,

it's just up to who you want to believe in.

28th August 2010

2010-08-28T08:52:00.000-07:00

Maybe that's not all her fault.

But really hard for them to become so called close friend.

She hurt her, on the other hand,

she hurt her too.

It's just time to end.

27th August 2010

2010-08-27T08:09:00.000-07:00

It's not the first time she told people bad things about her.

Really not the first time.

If she never treated her that way,

she will never do that to her.

When did she bully her in school?

When did she treated her really bad in school?

Wasn't she the one who are there with her when she having a hard time?

Wasn't she the one who always listen to her?

Wasn't she the one???

What can she feel after knowing what had she doing behind her.

She told people not to tell her about her result.

Why would she want to do that?

Why on the first day outing with people then she started to gossip about her?

She said that she treated her as her bestest friend.

Why would she treat her bestest friend in that way?

26th August 2010

2010-08-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

She was once very envy her,

so many people there to like her, admire her.

Everytime after recess,

sure got a bunch of guy walked pass the floor their classes at,

calling her name.

She really wanted to be her good friend.

They went to recess together everyday.

She believed everything she said.

She told her that there are 50+ guys like her.

She told her a singer asked her to record song and she will be going to Taiwan to be singer.

Whatever she told her,

she truly believe.

She was so envy that why she's so lucky.

Become a singer was once the dream she really wanted to be.

Slowly they became good friend,

she thought.

25th August 2010

2010-08-25T08:11:00.000-07:00

Bi-a-tch Part I

She congrats her when she said she got 7a's for UPSR result.

When the first day they same school.

She was in the second class,

and she was in the third class.

She wonder how come she was in the third class.

Then she told her that actually her class also got people who got 7a's.

She trust her.

For some period,

she asked her again,

what's her UPSR result.

The answer changed.

6a's this time.

She never said anything.

One day,

she and some friends discussed about the result,

from one of the friend said that she got 5a's.

She confused.

What's her real result.

Deng Deng Deng

Answer: ________________

24th August 2010

2010-08-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Why do she still believe in her although she felt betray?

Why she still come back to her?

Why she wanted to make the first move?

Why she lighten up the fire and make her feel like she is the one who make up all these stuff?

Why she asked her why?

She really wonder why.

23rd August 2010

2010-08-23T08:16:00.000-07:00

Today really is a happy day for me.

Went to fly kite with byy at Desa Park City.

Although the kite don't actually fly.

We promised to save money and buy a nicer kite.

Yesterday really have a nice chat with Hengwei and Minyi.

And just now chat with Sheyni also.

I know many people love me,

and I love them too.

Thank you all my friends.

Wanted to see you all so badly!!!!!!!!!

21st August 2010

2010-08-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

其实人都很自私。

每当自己为别人付出的时候，

也同样想他为自己付出一样多。

你越希望他能对你做出承诺，

他就越不会，

也许他知道自己做不到。

知道他做不到，

但却希望他会为你努力。

14th August 2010

2010-08-14T05:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday to AiMei

Happy Birthday to You

Sorry I cannot attend your birthday party today,

I wish I could.

>.<

10th August 2010

2010-08-10T10:18:00.000-07:00

Today went Midvalley with mummy after she came back from work.

We go there by train

cause she so worried that will be very jam at that time.

This is my mum very first time sitting in the ladies' coach.

She was so excited about that,

she said it's a very good policy that having the very own ladies' coach.

When we get into the train,

she looked around and said,

really no guy in the coach.

"Yes, now so little people. Wait till when packed, see who going to care about it."

On our way back,

again we in the ladies' coach.

This time really got quite a lots of guy in there.

My mum suggested should really put a bigger word on the door writen

"Only For Ladies"

I told her,

this definitely won't work.

Maybe should write something like,

People who have balls below your waist cannot entered.

She laughed quite loudly

and spoke so loudly in the train.

"Why all this people tak tau malu? They really got no balls."

Actually I think the best way to solve this solution is,

decorate the ladies' coach more pinky and girlish.

Try to apply some pink feathers stick on the wall,

Hello Kitty stickers all over the window of the coach,

and Pink color seats.

I dare that 75% of the male dare not go in again.

What a brilliant idea!!

I KNOW!

9th August 2010

2010-08-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

The funny us!

Went to Oldtown with byy.

He taught me how to do Moral assignment.

Today test not really hard,

but did a lots of mistakes.

I really just read through de.

So end up like that.

Hahahaa..

8th August 2010

2010-08-08T04:37:00.000-07:00

There are some people give you hope at the very first beginning

and break your heart at the next moment.

I hate this kind of people.

The people i knew is like that

- My Dad.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tomorrow going to have Marketing test.
>.<
I studied not really hard.
but hope can do well for the small test tomorrow.

See my facial expression,
can know that how suffer am I.

This is what I draw on Thursday class.
=)

This is me today.
=)
Muackz..

7th August 2010

2010-08-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

I slept till around 12sth today.

I am really so Pig,

just like my byy said.

I think I need to start learn how to earn money.

I want a lots of money.

I need money.

I want shopping.

6th August 2010

2010-08-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

Today went yamcha with Sheyni and Minyi.
It's kinda long didn't meet MinYi ady.
And for that moment,
I really feel I am still myself.
The same me who never changed from secondary school.
We get to know more recent life about each other.
=)
and for sure,
I miss them a lots.
and I love them too.

5th August 2010

2010-08-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

My *O* face is back.
=D

Today we went to the Taman Tun Park for drawing class.

These are a few pics I captured there.

I like that place.

It's green.

Fresh.

Although the lake there a bits smelly.

=)
We were supposed to find some leaves and draw there,
but ended up back to college cause of the rain.
I will go there again,
if got chance.
=D

Today is a nice day to sleep.
I keep fall asleep when drawing.
Haha!!
Let's sleep till late afternoon.
=)

4th August 2010

2010-08-03T18:35:00.000-07:00

A new day.

and it's time to go college.

Lately really nothing much to type.

Everyday is almost the same

Later need go for ballet class after college.

Will be another tired day.

Now keep watching the show 我们结婚了.

It's really fun to see people get married,

and how their life will be.

Many people said that 2012 will be the end of the world.

It's that true?

I don't know,

but I think not so fast.

I still haven't enjoy my life enough.

I haven't be the top stuff in the company.

I haven't earn money to go travel,

and bring my parents go along also.

I haven't get married.

I haven't give birth.

Friday is going to yamcha with MinYi.

Looking forward to it.

What is over

means it's over.

Can never return to the past.

25th July 2010

2010-07-25T00:24:00.000-07:00

Rainy Day

I being emo over nothing.

22nd July 2010

2010-07-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Zoe Lim!!

Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday to Zoe

Happy Birthday to You

Stay happy and funny always.

Wish you and your baobei stay sweet!

Tomorrow is Friday

Yeah!!

No class and I love Friday so much..

Let's sleep til late morning.

Sometimes being blur is good for your life.

Don't be to smart.

Let's be stupid!

21st July 2010

2010-07-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

Haha!!

The SS me is back again.

Today did nothing much.

Moral and Marketing Management class.

This two subjects are so boring.

I almost fall asleep in the class,

but I didn't.

Proud of that.

And I have a really big surprise today.

A new second hand car.

a RED kancil.

my boyfriend is chengken =)

20th July 2010

2010-07-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

Finally update now.

=)
People please click my Nuffnang ads too.
Thanks!!

My outfit for today.
Comfortable and Casual.
I always wear the same everyday actually.
Haha!! xD
I actually do have a lot of clothes,
but there are many that I never wear once before.
It's time for a new change.

Lots of thing happened lately.
People around me also are moody,
and I am not in a very very happy mood too.
Sorry guys that I didn't get to help much.
I wish I could.
I always be there to share and care,
anytime anyplace and anyone.
=)

Chances had given to you everytime,
but you just never appreciate.
You choose to be in this way,
so your life will be just the same over and over again.
I really wonder what is friend to you.

Am I Lame?

Hey Minyi!!
♥ you

He don't like me to be lame
and ask nonsense question.
T.T

13th July 2010

2010-07-13T08:42:00.000-07:00

What am I up to lately?

The Vampire Diaries!!!
I like Damon =)
He seriously damn good looking.
But Edward Cullen still the best vampire for me.
Especially the Edward in the book.
Always the perfect guy.
Is there any perfect guy out there??

Haha!!
and I watched Eclipse!!
I just hate Bella for being so greedy.
Edward is so sweet that he didn't even mad at her.

I am so in love with Vampire.
=)

8th July 2010

2010-07-08T04:47:00.001-07:00

Picture for Today.

I am back to be the Normal Kahyeng again.

Well,

the crazy and blur girl.

That's me!!!

I want to watch Eclipse!!

argh!!!!!

6th July 2010

2010-07-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

First day of Semester 2.

Nothing much happen today.

Had our first two lessons.

Photography & Digital Imaging and Art & Design Fundamentals.

I think this semester will be very fun.

and lots of trips too.

Just that we need to spend more money.

Met Eugene at college.

I couldn't recognize him cause of that extra ordinary specs,

and I even double check whether is it him.

*Oopz*

I finally know more things about you.

Sometimes I really want to tell you stop acting.

Stop creating stories,

back to the reality,

people just hate you.

You think people actually don't know the truth,

is just that no one want to kick burst you!

We all enjoy when you boost,

and we are laughing behind you.

Sometimes I pity for you,

I wish I could make you change

but you just disappointed me everytime.

I never ask,

does not mean I don't know

I don't care.

3rd July 2010

2010-07-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

My latest pic!!

I know you people miss me very much.

Nothing happened lately.

Byyy and me now are 8 months together now.

We will continue last till 8 years, then 80 years,

then die together.

Sooo romantic.

My first time trying Vietnamese food with byy.

Always enjoy time with him.

College starting soon.

see my classmates on Tuesday.

Hello

Aubrey and Doreen.

We are the only 3 female in the class now.

Love you people.

but

love my boyfriend more.

love *muackz* him

Ciao!

If like my blog,

please tick my reaction.

and click my nuffnang ads too if you see it.

I wish September comes faster,

I am off to go Sabah!!!!

28th June 2010

2010-06-28T10:59:00.000-07:00

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Pleaaaaaaase

Love is not what you think.

Beautiful,

Sweet,

Nice,

Romantic.

Sometimes Love might be

Sad,

Hurt,

Bitter,

and

Unreasonable.

When you start to understand each other more,

you might find out more things that you never expect.

He/She might not be that perfect you think he/she was.

You cannot plan for things to happen.

You cannot decide what to do or feel.

You think it will be just alright when he/she did or say something,

but it just works in the different way as you think.

You think you actually understand each other,

but you might not.

Somehow,

Some choose to give up,

Some choose to continue.

Which did I choose?

I choose to continue,

and give him happiness.

I Love Him
& I Always Do

What flower I love?

Sunflower

♥

27th June 2010

2010-06-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

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Thanks a l0ts!!

Picture of The Day.

My mum helped me to cut my fringe today.

That's because she said very expensive to cut in saloon

just to cut fringe.

So she helped me cut.

21st June 2010

2010-06-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

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Happy Ending School Holiday.
=)
Enjoy your under sun day,
and headmaster's super duper long speech.
Well,
I actually miss those days.
Standing all together with friends.
Haha,
Suddenly remind me of there was once,
Minyi, Venee, and Zoeii kena caught cause they talked during the assemble.
=P

KahYeng's holiday is just started.
What am I suppose to in this two weeks?
T.T
people also finished holiday then I baru start.
I'm looking forward for my Sem 2 course,
our first class will be Photography & Digital Imaging.
Means we will learn how to take pictures.
=)

I like take pictures.
Capture me!!!
xD

Today exam isn't that hard.
but I really cannot remember some of the answer.
I already did my best,
now is just all depends to how the lecturer marks.
=)
wish I'm good luck enough to pass all subjects.

There are really many things I wanted to do.
The Top 5 in My List.
=D

First

Bungee Jump!!!
I really want to try this.
You might feel you really going to die when the moment you going to jump.
but the next second,
you will just feel really gorgeous!!!
Will really impress by your own courage to jump off like that.
=)
Let's try together!!!

Next

Go to South Africa and meet the LIONS!!!
It would be really cool if I get to swim like that with lion
like the picture above.
Ride on the lion,
Watch it in very near distance.
Very excited about it!!! xD

Third

Go Thailand and watch the ah guah show!!
=D
I really want to see how pretty are them.
and take pictures with them.
MinYi,
I know you sure want to join me for this trip de.
hahahahaa xD

The Following One

Meet him!
xD
Kim Jae Won,
my favorite Korean actor since standard 6.
He got really nice smile.
I want to fly over there,
and meet him,
take pictures,
and signature!!
xD
and say
"Hi, I'm KahYeng!! I am your fans from Malaysia!!'
I want to a crazy fan of him so that he can remember me.
=D

Fifth,

US DISNEYLAND!!!!!!!
I am still a Disney girl now.
=D
Let's meet Mickey, Minnie, Belle, Aladdin, Hercules, Jasmine, Jessie,
Pluto, Goofy, DonaldDuck.................
and many of them.

So,
Who is joining me??
xD

I know my byyy sure join me for all this.

and he is so CUTE!!!

♥♥♥♥♥

20th June 2010

2010-06-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

Haha,
will be talking about marriage again.
=)
but is about the life after marriage.
Some girl might want to be a housewife after getting married.
But me,
NERH!!!
guess it's really hard for me to just stay at home,
do all the cooking and cleaning stuff.
What I want is

to be a CAREER WOMAN.
be the top of the world.
=D
my mum said become a Career woman is not good.
But I still wanted to.

If just be an ordinary housewife,
who always stay at home to wait for my husband to come home.
I definitely going to SCREAM!!!
but.....

There is still chances I'll become a housewife.
I want to have interesting housewife life.
Examples:
Join dancing class?
Learn how to do handcraft?
Knitting?
Yoga Class?
Gym?
Yesh!!!

The most important is
Shopping!!!
I need lots of shopping.
=)
buy a lots of clothes.
Guy,
please don't complain,
cause we wear nicely is for your own good.

Having babies!!
I already think of the name for the baby.
If a girl will be named Kayla,
for guy will be named Kaylen (by Venee).
=)
Must be K K K!!!
cause my name is KahYeng.

I hate arguement.
=P
last time I thought arguement between couple would be fun.
But aren't.
Silly me,
I know.
But I already did research for that,
how to have a Happy Marriage.
So, don't really need to worry about that much.
=D

After marriage,
then think just wait to get old.
=P

I want stay young!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thanks Wei for wishing me good luck for the last test.

and byy for accompany me study today.

19th June 2010

2010-06-19T01:12:00.001-07:00

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Yesterday just went to wedding dinner.
But I still in a preparing marriage mood.
=P
So will talk about what I actually dream about my wedding.

First,
I would love to have a really surprise proposal.
Will make me remember forever and feel very sweet everytime I think about it.
=)

Next,
A wedding gown for wedding,
no need to be too grand.
A simple dress that easy to walk.
A white dress.

My wedding party,
will be held at the beach.
Invite all the friends.
Lets wear bikini.
=)
and play banana boat after the party.

Definitely got all my best friends there with me.
=)
I wish to be very myself during the wedding.
Don't need to care about what people feel.
Don't need to care about how we eat,
how we sit,
how we talk.
=P

A very special wedding cake.
=)
Let's make it a Shit shape.
It would be so different.
hahahahaha

And my future house to live with my husband.
=)
let's live in the forest.

meet the tigers!!

Well,
that is just DREAM.

18th June 2010 Updated

2010-06-18T04:00:00.000-07:00

KahYeng is off to her cousin's wedding now.

WooHoo~~

She was one of the cousin I used to really close to.

Really shocked that I heard that she's going to marry.

Same age as me.

I really wonder why.

Guess that's only one reason she's marrying so early.

*****************************************************

Reached there around 7.45pm,

wait and wait and wait...

Hungry till mad.

I always hungry.

saw her,

she looked damn mature.

Not much picture actually.

This is her husband and her.
=)
actually I wish i can marry early like her.
can live with the one I love.
BUT
finished college first.
We still young,
better enjoy the teenager's life.

The dress I wearing.
and I wore the heels that my buddies bought for me on my birthday.
=)
the 2nd time I wore that heels.

This my mum.
I don't really think we looked alike.
First time I saw my mum drunk.
=P

"my, I want go clubbing."

"I bring you go larh."

A small conversation with my mum.
=)

17th June 2010

2010-06-17T00:50:00.000-07:00

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I found some Strange heels pictures

that actually can rear spider and fish in it.

thinking if try to walk with them,

the animal in it might die.

cause too dizzy.

how to feed them??

is it heavy??

especially the fish one.

Enjoy the weird day.

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16th June 2010

2010-06-16T02:21:00.000-07:00

Finally finished English

and left one more advertising exam.

really hope i pass all subjects de.

"how to lose a guy/girl in one week."

this is one of the English essay question.

Thanks for the group who did "1o ways to ditch girlfriend/boyfriend" for presentation that day.

really gave me a lots of idea to write it.

What will you do to ditch an annoying boyfriend or girlfriend??

(.................................................................................................)

From their presentation,

the 9th step is

have sex with his/her best friend.

If this still cannot make him/her leave

then there is the 10th step (for guy)

have sex with her gay friend.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ARH!!

my two months holiday gone..

>.<

Next Sem start at 6th July.

I want to have more sleep

more holiday

more movie

more anime

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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listen to her Disney Medley.

proudly announce that she was my singing teacher!!

but i can never be like her.

15th June 2010

2010-06-15T07:38:00.000-07:00

Just read back some of my previous blog.

Found This!!

None of these is done.

“找一天，我们去新加坡。”

“找一天，我们去丽仪家游泳。”

“找一天，我们去澳洲探望Zoe。”

“找一天，我们一起去Tambun Lost Park玩。”

Know what to do larh...

Let's GOOOOOO!!!!!

[转帖] 等他/她成熟了那天，或许已经不属于你了

2010-06-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

一个朋友说
女人是男人的学校
二十出头的男人都是不成熟的是幼稚的
你用自己最美好的二十几岁时光去改造一个男人
你看那些三十多的男人都是被改造过的
与一个和自己一样大的男人在一起要很费心

从一次次的误会中女人教会他们如何让女人
从一次次的争吵中女人教会他们如何哄女人
从一次次的冷战中女人教会他们如何懂得珍惜女人
她们教会他们的太多太多
包括如何表白如何接吻如何拥抱如何约会如何很自然的和异性在一起

但是这个过程是漫长而艰辛的
经历了太多太多
有过太多太多的磨合和争吵
他们还是不成熟
然而似乎已经一点点的靠近成熟

有时候
男人与女人甚至觉得互相难以沟通
在女人看来是男人错的时候
当然
他们认为自己没有错
于是
她们哭泣争吵歇斯底里
他们却觉得她们不可理喻

成熟的男人是不会让自己的女人那么伤心的
有时候没有绝对的谁对谁错
双方之间需要有一个人站出来主动道歉
就会海阔天空
但是那个人
永远都不能是女人
因为女人永远是弱者

当有一天他们开始争吵
他还是不肯让着她
她痛苦万分
那个不成熟的男人会极尽幼稚的去气她
不去安慰她
让她自己去释然
眼泪哭干了
也等不来一句
但是因为她爱他
想要和他一直过下去
女人选择了忍受和包容
心想只要这个男人爱她就好
不会哄人就算了
虽然很想被她哄

终于有一天
争吵的悲剧又接二连三的上演
她们忍不了了
于是她们内心纠结
结果只有两个
要么他改变
要么她忍
然而这时候的她们的心
累了倦了也快死了
是放还是不放？
放下这个和自己相恋多年的男人？
不舍
但是每次生气的时候就痛不欲生

有些女人放弃了
男人重新获得了自由
他可能暂时把精力放到其他地方
他去工作
去生活
去成长
直到某一天
再次遇到一个女人
可能是和之前某些很像的女人
这次
他们成熟了
懂得去哄人了
懂得去主动道歉
懂得去为她们买礼物
懂得去怎么让她们开心
他们再也不会像以前那样吵的很凶互不相让了
男女情感日志：等他成熟了那天，或许已经不属于你了

可这些其实都是之前的那个她一步一步的教出来的
她把他教会了
又拱手让给了别人
教他的过程里
是甜蜜夹杂着泪水的
男人是比同龄的女人要不成熟的
几乎所有男人都是这样
等待着一个女人去改造的

这么说来并不是说女人很可怜
如果你足够爱他
有足够的宽容
就去当他的学校
去改造他
那么
等尝到收获的喜悦就是自己的

累了倦了的女人也可以直接找一个成熟懂事的
他们会很懂事的处理好一切
唯一不同的是
他们心中一定会记得当初和他们争吵的那个女人
那个教会了他们认识女人的女人

这时候的他们都会在想
原来
人是这么的矛盾和自私

14th June 2010

2010-06-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

finally finish my first exam day.
Seriously i feel i did badly.
T.T
but i really did study hard for that.
never mind larh,
i already did my best.
These few days i really didn't sleep well de.
Thanks Byyy, Wei and Sheyni purposely wish me good luck,
and others too.
Thanks

Need to study for English now.
T.T

I miss his voice.
stupid brother.

Faster finish exam,
hope I really don't fail any subject.
*pray hard hard*

10th June 2010

2010-06-10T00:49:00.000-07:00

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click for me arh!!
*muackz*

Today study with Byyy again.
=)
so hard to make him take pic with me.
and this is the only picture that we actually look at the camera.

my legs got lots of blue black..
=P
ballet later.
Arh..!!
don't really feel like going.
>.<

I am glad that I born in 1992.

Woohoo~
<3

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

today really no need go ballet,

cause no class,

holiday till 20th.

WooHoooooooo

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I am sickkkk..

*cough*

i got exam on Monday, please...

recover before that..

Bish You Ho Kah Yeng.

so important time go sick.

>.<

I want byyy's hug..

study study study....

"what is audience as public?"

"......................................................................................"

I still don't know.

Let's go back to KB's Carnival!!!

9th June 2010

2010-06-09T06:46:00.001-07:00

Happy belated Birthday to my beloved Wei
*hearts*
5 years friendship.
although not really long,
but you still the best friend i ever had.
our friendship sure last long,
Muackz!!
love you lotsssss..
<3

Today went to KFC and study with byyy.
he taught me what I don't understand.
and I found out actually my English really really poor.
=P
thanks byyy for teaching me.
he promised will give me a special present if i got all subject at least B.
will work really hard for these subject.
GO GO GO!!!!!
Hope really can do well in exam.
MASS COMM, ADVERTISING, ENGLISH
come,
i sure beat you all down!!

*continue study*

looking forward to Friday.

~NARUTOOOOOO~
xD xD xD

5th June 2010

2010-06-05T04:03:00.000-07:00

会长是女仆大人

this animation really nice!
thanks Zoeii for intro it actually.
looking forward to next Friday for upload one more episode.
and Naruto too!!
people go WATCH!!!

Everytime i read novel or watch animation,
I always in love with the guy main characters.
always imagine my boy will be someone like that.
A star.
A handsome guy.
A popular guy in school.
All these only will happen in dreams.

but
^^
I am still very lucky cause I met him.
*hearts*

I am a very crazy girl.
can cry for nothing.
laugh for nothing.
sad for nothing.
happy for nothing.

Deng Deng Deng Dengggggggg

2nd June 2010

2010-06-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

Today presentation is quite fun.

I really do enjoy our last class together.

enjoy my first day holiday!

next week i going to start study!

I will sleep till late afternoon tomorrow!!

hahahahahaha

i got cheated but the ConMan group!!

>.<

but it's still kinda true,

cause that's actually what most of the thing that people feel about themselves.

quite happy for the Creative Thinking's result.

We scored the highest for the presentation and the assignment last week.

Well done my group members!!

I actually wore two pants today for the two presentations.

guess I am kinda crazy for that.

who cares?

that's me!!

*borrowed from Immy*

do I look cute in that??

i know i do!

this is my group members for Creative Thinking.

still got another one group.

The Superheroes Group!!

this is my mum's shirt again. xD

i still haven't buy a formal shirt for myself yet.

but won't be needing it till next sem starts.

so won't buy it first.

I in my superhero shirt.

I am the BATGIRL.

and those are all my fans.

want my autograph?

please waitttttttt

hope byyy do well in his exam.

*love him*

1st June 2010

2010-06-01T04:28:00.000-07:00

it's our 2nd last day in Sem 1.
tomorrow will be our last class together,
then everyone will separate into different class.
We are just started to be close to each other,
then the semester is ending.
Mummy asked me don't work.
OH MY GOD,
what am I suppose to do??

Joey and Me
in Wendy's.
Doing photo taking section for our slide show tomorrow.

KahYeng = BatGirl
Joey = SuperGirl

WE ARE THE SUPER HEROES!!!!
Come and challenge us!!

*the mask cost for RM15*
so expensive

Aubrey, Daryl, Chen Yong (Wonder Boy), Me and Andy

Andy is holding Aubrey's tag!!
xS

ChenYong keep on hit me today!!
*Hergh*
u are not ip man,
u are mou man!!!
=P

this is why he called Wonder Boy.
xD

Today is quite a happy day
and tired too.
Traffic jam everywhere.

Next Monday I'm going Sunway Lagoon with my Boy.
*muackz*

Kahyeng has Skype now!

add ME!!

kahyengho.0401

31st May 2010

2010-05-31T07:44:00.000-07:00

thanks for accompany me to college today
thanks for holding my hand
thanks for waiting for me so long
thanks for saying sorry
thanks for forgive me

Thanks for being my Boy

*my byyy want change photo*

28th May 2010

2010-05-27T20:09:00.000-07:00

Just went back to college to have discussion.
Finally finish two presentations,
Just left two more which is quite relax..
I am ready to go out now.
FASTER!!
someone come date me now!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Seriously
i HATE you a lots

I really don't know you actually do for purposely
or accidentally
but I still cannot don't angry you
I really did try to work hard not to be like that
but really kinda hard for me

I AM SO SORRY
CAUSE I HATE YOU

24th May 2010

2010-05-24T06:43:00.000-07:00

My laptop really become part of my life.
No more CAMERA!!
xP
Guess all my friend Beh Tahan me already.

Today Our Group did our English presentation.
Group member:
EeChian,
Doreen,
Aubrey,
Zoeii

Hope gets good grade for that lorh.
I got back my Advertising Principle individual assignment.
a B+
well,
not bad for me larh.
xP

maybe going to but a new Camera,
cause it's needed for the next Sem.
=P

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I seriously very bad mood now.
Sh*t You!

22nd May 2010

2010-05-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

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*now in WaiYap's house*

early morning 9.50,
Wei call to ask go breakfast together.
I blurblur wake up and tidy up myself.
went to Long Kei to have Spaghetti as breakfast.
with Shey, Waiyap and her.
they suppose to do their assignment.
but still playing now.
Shey bullied me a lots.
Keep playing with my hair,
T.T
some more got people asked me go yun nam.
Sad dao..

after Shey playing with my hair

Mr Wong is sleeping in his room.
Just Three of us here.
I'm doing nothing.
Scanning my laptop,
my gosh,
think got virus de.
ARH!!!!

4.11pm

*still at Waiyap's house*
i am sooooo hungry..
waiting for them to finish their assignment.
what am i doing here actually?
i also don't know.
just for fun
xD
miss my hubby.
i really happy that my two best friends are so friend with each other now.
which i never expect they will be.
xD
i also finished do my MassComm slide show here too.
cause i am really nothing to do here.
seriously,
i really no image already..
=P
but nevermind larh,
can make people laugh out loud at least
still not bad.

I love my these two friends a lots.
and the others too!
*hearts them*

21st May 2010

2010-05-21T02:02:00.000-07:00

KahYeng is in 1U Starbucks now.
alone.
drinking mango passion.
xP

just now watch Kick Ass at Joelle's house.
Not bad,
just a bits violence.
thought it should be something like a comedy movie.
But aren't.
Ms Su recommended us to watch this movie,
cause our Presentation Skill's assignment topic is about

SUPER HEROES!!!

what is actually a Superhero mean to me?
I think everyone can actually be a Superhero,
it doesn't matter how much you did for someone or the mass.
it just depends on how the people look at you.
i am thinking,
am i a Superhero for anyone before??

Err..
guess not??
xD

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

home now.
just finish my ballet class.
sometimes i really wonder i am doing ballet for myself
or my mum?
i really don't know.
I did try hard to dance
but i know i am just not talented.
and i don't have enough strength.
i am a weak kia.
xP
still trying hard now.
my mum did ask me before actually i still want to do it anots.
i really want to say
can i stop?
but i know she sure will say i wasted her money for all these 14 years.
i will just say,
don't know larh,
try lorh,
then deng ngang siong.
T.T
not taking exam this year again.
the teacher even asked my mum how i manage to get through the past exam.
=P
it's miracle,
i think!

I STILL BELIEVE IN MIRACLE
=)

He is my MIRACLE
*muackz*

20th May 2010

2010-05-20T01:44:00.001-07:00

**KahYeng is in College**

nothing much to do in college.
think about how to work out my assignment.
still got 4 more presentation.
After this two weeks, I am totally free!!!
my holidays start at 3rd June.
Until when still not sure yet.
Most probably will end at the 1st or 2nd week of August.
Quite long i guess.
I want go holiday!!

My exam is on 14th, 16th and 21st June.
don't look for at this date. xD
but seem like no one look for me too.

19th May 2010

2010-05-19T08:38:00.000-07:00

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/kahyeng0401/youth10

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/kahyeng0401/youth10-concerts-

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/ckenheng/youth10-concerts-

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/wmkuchii/youth10

*click at all these links* thanks you guys very much. =)

today felt kinda alright,
nothing really special.
xD
oopz,
my lecturer remember me as the one who nonstop eating in the class. xP
*shy*

this is my favorite work!!!
*heart* Edward Cullen

this is like damn SS
cause like promoting for 100plus
although i know I cannot!
xP

SUPPORT!!

2010-05-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

http://malaysia.youthsays.com/kahyeng0401/youth10-concerts-

click for me!!!!!
FOR ME FOR ME FOR ME!!!
i am BANKRUPT.
see i so pity then click for me larh...
=)

today trying to webcam with hengwei when i at Wendy's, unlucky failed. xP
nevermind, we try again nxt time.

*waiyap and her*

15th May 2010

2010-05-15T09:51:00.000-07:00

with my specs. 0.0

wanted to bite my sis's head off.

squeezing her head.

BOOO!!!

14th May 2010

2010-05-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

everyone told me that I am not left out.
Yes larh,
I know I am not.
Anyways,
thanks my friends.
*muackz*

went to celebrate Venee's birthday just now.
Hope she really enjoy it a lots.
^^

12th May 2010

2010-05-12T04:06:00.000-07:00

12th May 2009

it's the end of her life
........................

she still the best grandma for me.

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I'm on CHINESE PRESS!!
go see go see!
xD

何嘉莹（18岁，学院生）
既然政府有意招聘华裔官员，就必须提供华裔官员同等待遇，没有差别。

well,
what I said aren't really the same.
SERIOUSLY,
people who know me also know that I am not really sooooooo professional in Chinese.
xP
OH YEAH,
and the picture is FREAKING UGLY!!

the photographer,
sorry to tell you,
you are not talented. xP

11th May 2010

2010-05-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

So tired.

Just reach home from college.
guess what?
i walked home from KTM!!
xD
i met a little kid.
standard 6.
he started to talk to me,
"jie jie, u got play any game?"
lolx,
i kinda stunt..
we started to talk more and more.
well,
actually is he keep telling me thing about his family.
he told me where is his house.
he even told me to go play PS2 at his house when CNY.
xP
what a funny boy.
He said he hope to see me next time too.
wish to walk with me again.

Today mass comm last lecture.
Mr. Tan asked us to wrote something that can make people gain courage & confident.
this is what i get.

haha,
thanks people!!
even though some i don't know who wrote.
xD
i didn't even know that myself is smart?!?

damn shit,
i let an old lady cheated two bucks.
HURT my FEELINGS.
yesterday
in KL central,
i saw an old lady standing right beside the escalator,
she told me she don't have transport home.
asked me gave her two bucks.
then i gave it to her.
(maybe she saw i was holding the two ringgit)
ISH HER!!
today i saw her again!!
she was standing at the same spot!!
DON'T TRY TO ASK MONEY FROM ME AGAIN,
I'LL BRING YOU TO POLICE STATION!!

oh yeah,
and today got a reporter survey me.
I told my mum about that and she said the answer i give very stupid.
haha,
as expected. xP

why after started a relationship with a guy,
then no more surprise?

unhappy
yes larh, not your job!!

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